Bonnie Harley
The Internal Pull

What comes to mind when you read “internal pull”. When the internal pull becomes spiritual it feels different? It's not a feeling you can go to sleep, wake up, and then it’s gone. There is no recuperating from it with a day’s binge of Netflix on the sofa. You do not get to check a box and say it’s done. This internal pull causes an unsettling feeling, questioning of your mental stableness, or maybe just a knowing something is off. Do you know this feeling?
The internal pull is the spirit of God beckoning you to come closer and deeper in/with him. Psalms 42:7
According to 2 Corinthians 4:18, "so we fix our eyes not on what is seen but on what is unseen. Since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." Think about it, before we manifested as humans, we were spirit first. Therefore, when God starts speaking it will be to your spirit man. The prophet Samuel's account was documented “then the Lord called Samuel.” Samuel didn’t know the voice of God at this time but went to his leader Eli several times, thinking it was him calling. Read 1 Samuel 4, to see what happens to Samuel.
Have you felt this internal pull in your spirit? If so, I believe this is God's tug on you to come closer to him. There is something he desires to reveal to you. If he is pulling on you it is for your good and there is nothing to be afraid of.
Eli instructed Samuel to respond to the Lord calling “speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.” Acknowledge the internal pull, read your word, and listen to your favorite worship music to enter into his presence. You might need to sit in quiet these are just suggestions. Whatever position you take to be in his presence, be encouraged to see what the Father desires to share with you.
Prayer: Father, I acknowledge the internal pull in my spirit. Forgive me for ignoring your beckoning of my spirit. Thank you for seeing me worthy to be in your presence by the blood of Jesus Christ. I love your desire to spend time alone with me. I will wait on you, patiently to speak. I bless your name for being a good Father and desiring to spend time with me because I know it will be for my good.
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